For change, Do-hyun does not leave traces of Se-gi destruction cleaning - instead, he actually gets a benefit from his age bold and avant-garde approach to harvest for problem solving. He is surprised that he can even one or the other of Se-gi learn.
But if you are Cha Do-hyun, not laughter long enough, and although he might again suffer a step, it is definitely at least six steps forward.
EPISODE 12 RECAP
Se-gi by a tunnel, his fight with grandma Seo accelerated store over the other child roiling in his head. He fights out with a piercing pain in his head and the scene blacks.
We get him his father's bed. Through his horrified reaction, Do-hyun, the control must be again. Papas fingers twitch, and Do-hyun on a childhood memory transported: Little Do-hyun plays a mistake at his piano and freezes with fear. Dad picks him by the scruff of his collar, while available Do-hyun air gasps and falls to the ground, crying out to repeat his childhood: "I'm sorry, Father, I was wrong."
Dad asks, "Who I'd told penalized if you keep errors to get it right?" He throws do-hyun in the basement, and both do-hyun, child and adult cower. But this time is the memory. Another child squatting in the shade, and little Do-hyun shields him / her against Papas advance with his own body. Evil Dad held the child as whipping boy ?
The clear part of Do-hyun registered the new memory. Who was the other child? The flashback dissolves it, but now the sight of his father's causing the stabbing pain. Se-gi challenge seeps into his consciousness - to come up with his past to set apart, and the people who made him this way. Do-hyun not promise to Se-gi lose, but how he pulls himself to his feet, men rush in and drag him away.
Do-hyun is down on his knees in front of the grandmother. She suggests him to venture in the face, her son and regrets in a receiving threatening "mindless animal." Do-hyun confusion is obvious, and he cuts himself short with an apology. But his story made want to see about his father, and to save his gratitude to him for him in the fire, is in direct contradiction of all Se-gi said earlier. Grandmother notice the difference, not that it does not make them more forgiving. She tells him to get out of sight.
He asks a question. "When I was young ..." I was abused by my father? he finished in his head. Out loud, he asks, "Was it another child in Seungjin group, apart from me?" Grandma stills, as they give Se-gi promise Seungjin reminded about this child in restitution. You can see the wheels turning in her head.
Ri-on play innocent with Ri-jin about the material they found in Do-hyun and Seungjin. He claims it is all the research for his next project, but palms secretly a photo of Min Seo-yeon (the dead first wife / friend Mamas).
Ri-jin does not like his subterfuge with Do-hyun, and he admits pricklings of conscience, to the extent that he even sold the Omega rights to him.
He ushers her out, but she demanded again to know why you can not use the Cha mention names or Seungjin to their parents, and calls him on his shifty eyes out. He deflected by pointing out that when they found that she was shacking with a young man, there would be trouble. They are both saved by Dad who arrives to borrow it, and Ri-jin makes faces at her brother behind Papas back threatened.
grandmother, now denies any knowledge of another child. Oh, we play dumb? On the way out, asks Do-hyun's housekeeper for his mother, because he to ask something she has. It is surprising that they find out, was abroad on the day previously - by Se-gi.
Ri-one burns the picture, which he pocketed earlier. Min Seo-yeon, smiling and pretty, is through the flames.
A taxi drops Do-hyun eaten home. But if Do-hyun looks in the driver's face, it will be replaced by his father. The hallucination sends him into a mindless panic, and he crawls on doors in animal terror. He eventually stumbles out and immediately raises.
Inside he sees for Ri-jin, but his house is empty. Chef Ahn comes with a grim face, but to see that Do-hyun is doing is in it breaking again a big smile, and he says Do-hyun worry about, Ri-jin is back on the road.
Have hyun balanced a big sigh of relief. He was worried that she might have been hurt, if Se-gi had made his threat ... which reminds him of Chae-yeon.
Chae- yeon wallows in bed and her mother asks her if she really wants to break off her engagement. She cries that she is not sure if Ki-joon is the right man, but is interrupted by a call Do-hyun. She runs away to take.
Ki-joon denied holding Chae-yeon get, and he figures that they tried today a hard time, must have had on dresses. His mother says he should have come: "Standing in a dress without seeing her husband, you know how depressing is that?" He just brush it off as a marriage Blues
Chae-yeon asks dosing. hyun why he repeatedly asking for her safety: "Are you my doctor," he calls to push what he said last time? Do-hyun frown deepened on hearing about Se-gi proposal secretly rendezvous, but he tells her that it is not his true feelings, so that they should forget it. "Remember, like a mad dog to be bitten," he says. With one last apology, he hangs up.
chief Ahn, to find out what promises happened between Se-gi and grandma. He advises Do-hyun, to become stronger, if he wants to overcome his "false picture" (Se-gi) and protect his people. Do-hyun tasks him. Looking into the existence of a second child on Seungjin house before the fire 22 years ago
The family sees Ri-jin and Ri-on grumps having to drive over them. But if Dad instead provides both siblings screaming "Nooooo!" And Ri-on reverses wild. Dad wonders why Perry her boyfriend has not come, and Ri to snatches Papas phone before he can call him. The parents scold them away and the kids before they
ispulled the car, Ri-one complains about in their delusion of himself.
He asks Se-gi and says he seems dangerous. On the contrary, it is a totally innocent, Ri-jin tells him and he even has a nice page. She grins devilishly as she tells him it's someone more dangerous to worry as Se-gi for him, but do not spoil him Yo-na. Hahaha.
Do-hyun looks Chef Ahn, and pulls his car, Chae-yeon draws. It runs directly on Do-hyun and his confusion, throwing her arms around him.
Ri-jin and Ri-on arrive just in time to see this intimate display. Ri-on interprets the scene in front of them as melo, and asks his sister, what their role is. Cursing Se-gi, she says, "I'm going to film Love and War ."
No kidding. Ri-jin, the human cannonball flies on the couple in order to tear it apart. her role aboard and thought Do-hyun is Se-gi, she tears into him and to be with a woman on her fraud, which is engaged for a terrible man. She turns to Chae-yeon and apologizes.
When Do-hyun tried to get in a word, Ri-jin grabs him by the ear and says Chae- yeon: "I'm going to throw this garbage" and drags him in, ear first.
out of his car, Ri-on observed coolly that her emotional line is not yet melo, and smiles to himself.
Inside Ri-jin published Do-hyun ear. She scolds "Shin-gun" roundly for having breached Deal Do-hyun to preserve reputation and threatens deduct points if he continued. How Do-hyun begins to understand his frown growing into a smile. She yells at him for that as well, and is impressed by his "actions" - "Cha-gun ..." she seriously thought he was Cha-gun right now ... and sputters slowly to a halt when she realizes
Ceremonial now, he takes her hand, keeping them in his two. "I am Cha-gun. I came back," he confirmed. When she stares straight, he wonders if she is disappointed. In his reply, she meets him, and begins to howl. In a long wail, she tells him how worried she was that he was not coming back, and as she was afraid it was all her fault.
Do-hyun it folds into a hug, and promises "I will not be late again." In tears, Ri-jin says when he really Se-gi pretending to be Do-hyun, he is totally dead . He's a little teary himself.
holding her face in his hands, he pressed a gentle kiss on the forehead, and wipes the tears from her cheeks.
The next morning, Ri -jin Reports Do-hyun about what has happened in his absence. He asks what went between Se-gi and Chae-yeon and her guess is that there was nothing. She tells him about Se-gi words about their trust in him can dictate their imagination, and Do-hyun finds she trusts him a lot. Ri-jin laughs that he be jealous, and not even to deny. He smiles happy.
He asks her to explain the Se-gi Wheel of (mis) fortune, and to hear the result sends him in a pink veil of happiness. She reminds him that it was declared invalid, and it contradicts, "Why did you go against God's will?" They stated that they explained by void his loss on the bike Se-gi buy good behavior. And now it's Do-hyun's turn to make an effort, she says.
She makes him even more closely to dress with his latest style (in other words: more like Se-gi ). To appease his ego, she words to keep it as all its charms when adding Se-gi on them. But when she goes for the hair, it draws the line: The hair remains down
is weirded At the company, Do-hyun of his ardent female attention from .. She tells him is that he got the complaint; he only did not know it himself. He carried (HA!) Welcomed Ki-joon secretary who has reinvented itself in the image of Se-gi.
Once he goes on the road, Do-hyun can not contain his amusement. This is how he should do it, Ri-jin recalls -. With conviction
Next, they meet Idol JI. Ri-jin gives him a quick run-down of yesterday's events and how Se-gi recruited him as a leading man without Ki-joon consent. JI provides him an enthusiastic bow, and thanked him warmly for his encouragement. In fact, he was so moved them that he has voluntarily taken the lead and dropped to a smaller role to build his action from the bottom upwards. JI asks Do-hyun, to show him again, his rousing "You eeeeeeeeeettttt doooooooo can!" Scream. After a few false starts, Do-hyun wins, everyone's applause.
Ki-joon commends Do-hyun recent successes in a staff meeting and Do-hyun is allowed a small smile. He then notes to Chief Ahn that he was nervous today, but found Se-gi actually something good did. Loyal Chef Ahn says it was a joint effort, and writes it devoted followers. He writes Se-gi fearless behavior in the belief that Do-hyun care of the consequences to take. Not sure that's a laudable thing, but ok. He also says that Ri-jin achieved no mean feat in taming Se-gi.
Ki-joon comes by a word with Do-hyun, and presses it against a wall, an explanation for his car demanding outside Chae-yeon house the other night to be , Do-hyun says that there is a misunderstanding, and makes it clear that he no longer harbors no feelings for Chae-yeon.
"Hyung, you have become weak," he notes. If they had conviction and confidence in their relationship, he points out, would not be affected by outsiders.
Ki-joon it is updated life in the United States by his secretary on Do-hyun used to have a close friend in school called Alex, but she cut ties before graduation. But strangely, at this time, he wired a large amount of money in Alex's account. Ki-joon tells him this Alex pursue for further information down.
Chae-yeon bumps in Ri-jin and wants a word. Ri-jin apologizes before for the night, eliciting a sharp little smile of Chae-yeon. She tells Ri-jin not in Do-hyun plans to be deceived: It is just to get Chae-yeon attention to her. This girl sure knows how to make it all about them.
Ri-jin recalls Chae-yeon, who is already engaged to say about Ki-joon, and there is nothing else. Do-hyun calls only to come home so that she apologizes.
Do-hyun and chief Ahn see silent video that received the head of the grandmother study. Do-hyun, says this kind of behavior is not Se-gi usual style of trouble, so there must be another reason. Chef Ahn brings out a recorder, a flashback reveals he slipped the bag that night in Se-gi. Now they listen to the audio of the meeting and the video makes sense.
Do-hyun fixed on Se-gi words about "the child", which should be saved and associated with increased disturbance, he compares them with the answers the grandmother gave him .
In their study, even grandma thinks about both calls, and the difference between Se-gi and Do-hyun. She leads Dr. Seok office.
Dr. Seok is pleased that someone of Do-hyun family eventually seek him. It cuts to the chase and asks what's wrong with him. He tells her of Do-hyun DID, and the likelihood that it is to be a consequence of the unbearable childhood trauma. She looks shocked.
Do-hyun Ahn boss asks if he found out who worked at Seungjin house before the fire. The Chief reported that strangely missing all these files as if they were intentionally deleted.
Ri-jin comes and Do-hyun assumes aside. He says he heard from Chief Ahn that she met with his mother, she had not told him. He asks if she has any idea why Se-gi sent them away.
Ri-jin is reluctant to answer. Finally, she admits that his mother had been abusing a spectator, and told him how she uses this knowledge in Seungjin to survive. , "Se-gi - that is, Cha Do-hyun, I think you were abused," she says
Do-hyun has a moment of anger, and asks her if she thought he was so weak that he could not handle it. She demurs - she did not want him to shock with the sudden revelation. But Do-hyun told her that he already knew. He vows to learn more, and become stronger, "Until I no longer have an existence as Se-gi."
In the bathroom, mirror-Se-gi's challenge reflects Do-hyun. Is it not time to deal with the past now? This time, Do-hyun answers
Do-hyun .: I agree. From now on, I think, to find my lost memories, and the truth that they are hidden
Se-gi.? Should I do it, or are you
do-hyun: course, I'll do it. Whatever the truth is that I have to ask, I will not hide or run away now.
and Se-gi reflection remainsseconds gi: you have the courage to face this memory
Do-hyun: course
Se-gi .: Can you handle that pain?
Do-hyun: course. Your memories will soon be my memories. The pain that you will soon be endured my pain. If you have done it, I'll do it. Because you be me soon. I'll say it again: I will soon letDo-hyun leaves his
The next day he checked with Chef Ahn .. and find out that Ki-joon father and Do-hyun mother are also looking for the child. The conversation is interrupted when grandmother subpoena Do-hyun to her house.
He wonders if it's something to do with his father - but the thought of bringing him to a spasm of terror, and Ri-jin rushes to his side. He needs some time to calm down.
Do-hyun enters Omas study. He starts to say they decided about his condition, but she cuts him off. She tells him to give up his firm position and go back to the States because they Seungjin can not let him, if they do not know which person he is at any given time.
He is surprised that she knows, and only poured scorn on him, call him a wimp and a monster. Ugh.
He asks: "Have you even once think of me as your grandson, Chairman Not as a father stand-in, but your grandchildren, your family? ?? or a person have you think of me as "
Ri-jin increases the levels in the wine cellar - also known as the basement of terror - with a contract for the housekeeper. Oh no, that will be bad. You will find the wine, but when she turns back to the space around them darkened around and the sound of rubbing chalk filled their ears. In the furthest recess of the basement, it looks to scribble on the wall, discarded around them are toys, a vision of a child.
"What is ... that?" She thinks. The figure turns around, and Ri-jin looks at her own younger self
Do-hyun informed the Chair that he would stay in Korea -. He has things to do. "What can you have to do, but get treatment?" She asks him, with contempt.
But that is exactly what he means to do. He tells her he will recover his lost memories and put back together his shattered heart, to see what kind of image it makes.
"I'm not a stand-in for my father. I'm not a dog, the guard will Seungjin, nor am I a monster," he tells her. "I'm just Cha Do-hyun."
COMMENTS
Badass. This is a declaration of war, and we get to Do-hyun big turning point. He knows finally, he has to fight, and it is not even. It is exciting because until now it has been wrapped in the fight against Se-gi so that he is not the (literally) suspected self-destructive nature of this battle.
The newest Mirror encounter hauntingly bookends Se-gi-sided conversation in episode 10. But more and more, because the walls dissolve between Awareness, Se-gi is by him. It says something about how closely related the two of them are and how much they mirror each other. As peers and contrasts the Se-gi strengths Do-hyun are weaknesses, and vice versa. This time to know with clarity who he hears and answers his sword to point.
The bathroom setting these encounters began as a seemingly random choice. But there is a reason why their main scan pass it, because it is the perfect collision of metaphor and their inner reality. With no one but the two of them (which is really a person), then it is so close and private, as if it were in their own heads. They face each other at their most stripped down (again, even literally), the mirror marking the barrier between its internal and external existences. If reflections are distorted, their increasingly true. If Do-hyun says his image. "I will be soon," it is the emblem of his conviction - Once he fully believes in itself
Now that he has chosen the path of struggle, I am glad to say goodbye to the Do-hyun, who is always sad. Was it not so great Do-hyun to see a lot of fun? It's still surreptitiously half smile and private enjoyment, but the lightening of his whole being was unmistakable and so, so welcome. It's like watching him discover for the first time, the world, and it's so warming to how invisible he has been living. Even though they are small things, waving as the ladies or a battle cry for JI do for him they are big changes. He keeps himself from the world, living under the cloud of his condition, but he begins tentative steps they take back.
Perhaps because we created it after all, to see change, it is clearer than ever that Do-hyun is a lot of pieces missing. restored with only one shard memory, raises the thought of his father, a primal reaction in him of panic and terror. The abuse has left him in a trap he could never frozen to escape, because it is in his own mind - a loop of terrible fear, created by his father to control him. Evil Dad is a classic abuser, with his sad tone and effortless reframing of all things as Do-hyun debt. You have hurt me , says the abuser. The scapegoat aspect is still twisted. So far, its dissociation cushioned him from which to deal with the memories, but when he goes to look for more, he has to cope with his buried programming.
I've wondered before whether Do-hyun and Ri may have -jin fortunes reversed. Ri-jin has the memory and suppressed, but it does not suffer the way Do-hyun does. Why? The obvious answer, which we now know is that they did not have the same abuse experience, and that may be why it has a fight response to crisis, it is rotated in efficiency and management as adults. That's not to say, Do-hyun is weak, just that the way it is processed trauma differently.
But Do-hyun has a critical ingredient that I think may be at the root of his dissociative response: debt . The debt added to his fear creates the unbearable inner dissonance that causes him to shut down, detach while new identities to absorb. Cha Do-hyun is a principal character, it is easy to see that he had the same personality type as a child. And like a child matrix that created the punishment of his father, was one that Do-hyun most core feature specifically, his sense of responsibility. And his child himself did not know that he is not to blame - either for his father's "suffering" or for the penalty imposed on Ri-jin. I honestly think its inevitable fracturing in a sense was. But there is hope - Adults Do-hyun knows better. He can deprogram.
I buried that part in the middle, so I start on an angry note or you do not quit because ... What the hell, Dr. Seok? I do not expect ethical perfection or absolute realism of drama and I would not complain about it normally, but of a show that is otherwise done such a sensitive job, I'm really angry with Dr. Seok / the author. Patient confidentiality is really small beans because more importantly, Dr. Seok white that Do-hyun priority is his condition to hide from his family. Any halfwit farmer knows that if abuse occurs, the chances are that it is committed by a family member, are high. So Grandma tells not only counterproductive, but potentially very dangerous -. More, if you consider that a chaebol family both needs and resources has an uncomfortable scandal to cover
Why flew Dr. Seok common sense out the window, I do not know. Grandmother could have found in any number of ways, and they had enough firsthand proof it. To find out (and is not it?) Poorly made, show. Poorly made, in fact.
I want to talk about Ri-jin, especially because I get easily underestimated not want because Ji Sung kills it (he really is). done with their innate ability, things and preserve function in the crisis, it is Do-hyun anchor. She gives him his lack of time back, and is the bridge between him and his other selves. It is only when the crisis is that it leaves it out. So if it collapses after he confirmed really Do-hyun, it's the same driving emotion as in their roof breakdown by Yo-sub suicide attempt. You will actually keep one of the pieces, Do-hyun pickup coming to its spin-offs. But as long as he comes back, that's enough for them. I love this aspect of the Ri-jin, do not do-hyun needs, but chooses him
I have a soft spot for the imagination of the person you allow yourself to be weak before -. It requires a huge amount of trust for a person with quelling their innermost walls to be fine. Ri-jin is that this person Do-hyun, but it is also that such person is. Although circumstance which compels her hands, Ri-jin and Do-hyun still choose to be active together openly and honestly, and to me, these are the best kinds of relationships. If it is grounded in trust, it is the attempts of mental illness survive interfere and soulless matriarchs.
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